Daddy. It's been around 3 years since I prayed here publically in cross.tv. What happened since this time? Maybe I'm a bit more experienced as a professional musician, maybe I know more about different lifestyles nowadays. Am I wiser? Am I smarter?? If I say, I live every day just because You made me living here&now and have no choice than "to live" - it would be just a half of truth. If I say I live only for moments I see You directing wonderful, amazing things, such us unexpected meetings, connecting people so different from each other, though still respectful to everyone, arranging good time for everything... - it is not enough. How to describe the moment in life, when I know you're close, but my desires seem to be so far from fulfiling? Am I wanting too much? Am I wanting right things? How to change from what I want to what You want from me? Is there any bigger Divine matter than to Love and to Be Loved? The longer I live, the more questions coming to mind. Clear my mind, Lord and set it on purpose you made me to. Help also my friends to be close to You.
